Missing the omnipresents for a small time

I got lotta time to ponder abt life in the past one week. I was bed-ridden the whole week coz of viral fever. I was confined to to my room, my t.v, my music system and my books. Hmmm...doesnt sound different...does it! But yeah, this time around there was a huge difference. Apart from my sleep I wasnt able to enjoy anything at all. Infact, even at sleep i had lotta discomfort. I was thinking at that time...a best thing anyone could have is a healthy life. Really i gave a lotta thought abt it...money, luxury et al are of no use when some one is not healthy at all. So took a lotta oaths to take care of my diet and health!

Also I left my thoughts to wander off tangentially. A cliched saying came to my mind... we never miss anything r anyone when it is with us, only when it leaves us we miss them a lot. How true! Just because I didnt have a 50 paise extra for the bus fare, I had to wait for 3 hrs at central bus station to board a white-board bus! May sound silly, but thats how it is. I never knew how beautiful and awesome chennai is until I went to madurai. I never knew how great my school mates were until I came to college. I never knew how great my college people were until I came outta college. I never knew how much I loved manutd until they began to loose games! I never knew the value of studying hard until i got my first arrear. I never knew the value of hard work until i got my distinction. All these things didnt happen over night anyway...its just a culmination of process over a long period of time the climax being an capricious outcome. I have decided that I would strive to enjoy my life to the fullest hereafter and wont be bothered abt stupid people and decisions. Yeah..i know...sooo predictable.

Actually its soo hard to be that way...at some point or other in our life..we will be so damn pissed by someone r some person. How we wished that thing or that person could have stayed outta our life. Infact I am beginning to understand that its because of these things and people we come across...we really know how cool and important the others are! So much to think huh! Thats how philosophers are made i guess...lotta time and nuthing to do.